Are you kidding me.

Two days ago I was locked out of the internet. Now I've been locked out before but only for a few hours at best. Tuesday though was all day. I guess you could say I'm an addict. You know someone who needs something all the time. And when they can't get it they get all shaky and upset. Well that was me. Started to shake and palms went all sweaty. Heart beat faster breath came in short huffs and puffs. OMG... I'm addicted to the internet... HOW....WHY. I think of myself as pretty level headed, but in just a few short months of being on the web I've become those that I made jokes of. I imagine that if I lived alone I would be on it 16 hours a day. And if I was working I be on my phone to get my fix at work. I'm so ashamed of my self. For,hell, upteen years I went without and never gave it much thought. But now,gee whiz. I've really got to get my head straight for when it happens again. I wonder if they make a drug for it........I wonder.