Been some goings on around here. Sorry about not being here for so long. Been up and down mostly down. Things I don't think things can get any worse then the are now. First off thought I had a job turns out I don't think I'm getting it. Bad credit. Someone want to explain to me why my fecking credit score should have anything to do with my ability to do a job. I have no way out. I really need to get out of this town and out of Texas. This is not the place for. I need to find a very rich person who will be willing to help me out with no strings attached. Now I can even go upstairs and hide out. My son says I'm not being very good. I've without my meds for a long time a and the old fears and stresses are coming back to the surface. I Want to be some where where There are things to do, places to go and people to see. I'm not happy here. One thing my son and daughter in law do is say what did you do now. I fucking hate that. I got that from my mother and ex. I then have a moment when I want to run away crying, I know I will too. Don't get me wrong I love my family especially my grandson but I need something more. I need someone who will be with me on those nights when I can't sleep. I need a man, but not just any man will do. I won't settle for a second run guy. Is that asking to much.
On a lighter note 3 of my twitter friends and I where in the back yard at the fence and we had such a good time. If we had been talking face to face and a man or men happened by they would have run away blushing.
Well kiddies not much else to bitch about. so will sign off for tonight. I'll try not to stay away so long next time. Be safe and sane in your coming and goings. Hope you like the picture. Now there's an ideal man.
On a lighter note 3 of my twitter friends and I where in the back yard at the fence and we had such a good time. If we had been talking face to face and a man or men happened by they would have run away blushing.
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