I ask ya

Today I made a comment in reply to one made about an article in the Huff Post. And in that article I called the person a dipstick. Yes I know it was so totally offensive that they pulled my comment. I mean I didn't call him a Fuck Cunt or anything like that. I sure that may have been okay. But dipstick. How many times have I been called things in comments and never have those comments being pulled.  But hey dipstick must be really bad and that must make me a very badddddddd person.  I just know I'll not be making any more comments on articles I read and I may even have to unsubscribe and unfollow, but that won't be any skin off their nose. Too bad too.  I guess Freedom of Speech only goes so far.

long time.

I'm backkkkkkkkkkkk....
   And yes I'm back. What I mean by that is I've my heart back to take up and writing again. And I have to thank Tyler Perry for it. You see a few months ago I stopped writing . Things in my house hold had  gone south in a big way. I'll not burden you with details but suffice it to say We are broken and can't be fixed. Any way. My heart for writing went up in smoke, in a manner of speaking. Any way I'm on Tyler's mailing list which I know so are a lot of other people. But his message seemed to be sent to me directly. It said don't quit. Because if you do quit you'll never have what you want and quitters don't deserve anything. And it was just the swift kick it the ass that I needed. So I'm back.... The sky looks wonderful again, the sun shines bright, and no matter what happens that day it was worth it. So I'm going to get back and finish what is for me the best thing I will have ever done in my life, besides my son. I'll keep you posted on the happenings. And when I get it finished I hope at least one person will read it. So have to go for now I'll be back later

 OOO's and XXX's
Kim

hello children

I'm so bad.. I've neglected you for so long. My life here has gotten a little, shall we say worn. We've had things happen here at home that I really don't want to talk about. But be that as it may that is no reason to forget about you all. I am thinking of this past two weeks. What a rush what the Olympics and the things happening around the world. Shooting and wars. What's up with all that. The one at the theater and the Sikh Temple and now on the Texas A&M campus. Makes me sick. I don't know about you but I would like to thank the ACLU and the NRA for making the weapons so easy to get. Without those two groups we wouldn't be having to mourn and worry about when or where the next killing takes place. And we must thank Congress also for being so FUCKING scared of those groups. Oh my bad Congress does what they think is good for country. NOT.  It time we as a people stood up to those bullies and yes they are bullies and said no more. When I was younger I thought the ACUL was a good thing, but as I get older I see they are not for the victim. Which is sad. But how do we get the power and the guns out of their hands. By standing up and saying NO MORE. But we are a country of followers not thinking for ourselves. We want some one to do that for us and we want the government to lead us by the hand and give us everything. But guns are not the way. We have a good military and National Guard. Let them do the job give them the weapons and not sell them to every Tom, Dick, and Harry. And please don't get me stared on Cops., We'll save that one for another day. We really do need to do something to stop the roller coaster ride of insanity. I'm at a loss as to how, other then getting Congress to step up but they get to much money from these groups to really care. Sad very sad.. Well I'll leave it at that for now maybe someone someday will see the light. I can only hope for my grandchildren and their grandchildren that things change. Some Day.

The Assaulted Soul

Oh the pain I went through today. I wanted to start a place where people would come to and Have someone listen to them and maybe help. I didn't want to start another blog, but a separate spot. I thought about another twitter account but that was so GRRRR. Then I thought what about a new email address and that too was GRRRR. So what to do what to do. I like listening and if I can help them. No, I'm not a licensed Therapist , but just someone who's been through hell and survived. I don't have the money to start a web site so that too is a no go. I guess I'll stay on Twitter and Face Book for now. Maybe in a couple of months I have enough to get a good wed site built so anyone can find me. I'll keep you posted and if anyone see's this and can help believe me It will be appreciated. So heads up, tails in the air. Walk like you mean but don't be rude. Respect all even it they disagree with you.  OOO'S and XXX'S

Just this.

Gosh

Posting pictures is a good thing if done right. But the hard part is finding just the right one to post. Lets hope I can. hehehehe I think I got it right.

Long time no see

Been some goings on around here. Sorry about not being here for so long. Been up and down mostly down. Things I don't think things can get any worse then the are now. First off thought I had a job turns out I don't think I'm getting it. Bad credit. Someone want to explain to me why my fecking credit score should have anything to do with my ability to do a job. I have no way out. I really need to get out of this town and out of Texas. This is not the place for. I need to find a very rich person who will be willing to help me out with no strings attached. Now I can even go upstairs and hide out. My son says I'm not being very good. I've without my meds for a long time a and the old fears and stresses are coming back to the surface. I Want to be some where where There are things to do, places to go and people to see. I'm not happy here. One thing my son and daughter in law do is say what did you do now. I fucking hate that. I got that from my mother and ex. I then have a moment when I want to run away crying, I know I will too. Don't get me wrong I love my family especially my grandson but I need something more. I need someone who will be with me on those nights when I can't sleep. I need a man, but not just any man will do. I won't settle for a second run guy. Is that asking to much.
On a lighter note 3 of my twitter friends and I where in the back yard at the fence and we had such a good time. If we had been talking face to face and a man or men happened by they would have run away blushing.

Well kiddies not much else to bitch about. so will sign off for tonight. I'll try not to stay away so long next time. Be safe and sane in your coming and goings. Hope you like the picture. Now there's an ideal man.

PLEASE

It is my Grandson's bed time. Ya right.  I don't know how many of those who might read this have young children but now the fight is on.  He goes to bed at this time every night and only lately has he been doing I"M NOT GOING TO SLEEP crying. His Mummy started to get early shifts so now he wants to stay up till the wee small hours. 9:20p.m. was when he was put down, Lets see how long it takes tonight. Any takers.

Oh pooy I forgot to edit my last post. Oh well deal with it. :))

What a week.

What a week. Thunder storms and lightening very very frightening. Why do stroms have to come at night. This is a question I guess only the God's themselves can answer. Holy sugarbeans it was something thought. Thunder didn't stop just kept rolling and the lightneing was just as bad. Lit up the sky and if I was a "bornagain" I'd have said the end of the world is here. But we need the rain so I was not unhappy about it. except we lost power at 2am and then one blast of thunder scared the baby awake. But all in all not to bad, got about 4 hrs of sleep nad maybe 5 on Wenesday.Okay to the babble. Not much in the way of news same old shit. Seattle,Washington though was all upset and rightly so. Five people shot for no reason. Thank goodness the shooter killed himself, no reason to live like an almost king in pirson. Like the look of this post? I wanted to try something different and I think I did. This election year is turning out to be one of the ugliest on record. WTF is up with these people. And way I post again before the weekend is out. OOO's and XXX's kids.

remembering

    Tomorrow is Memorial Day a day that we should remember. We need to remember these days remember those that fought and died.And remember those still living , and those that fight still. We need to remember why they fought and died. America is a great place to grow up in and live in. With so many things happening in the world today life in general can be very scary at times. My father God rest his soul was at Pearl Harbor December 7, 1941 he went after that to the Aleutians and after that coral seas in between times he helped very then president Roosevelt to the multicolumn prints on the Iowa for which he was given a commendation for. Sixth of June 1944 he was in charge of analysis T, a landing craft, that ferried men to their possible deaths on the beaches of Normandy he told me about that day one day one time and then he realized what he'd done what he said and he never spoke or ever again to me. I can only imagine the pain that survivors feel I can only imagine the terror that takes over a man's heart during something like that. I will never forget what he fought for to give me, I hope my grandson will remember his great grandfather that way. There are those here in the United States who only think of Memorial Day as another holiday something to go out and celebrated the barbecue trips to the beach to the casinos let's spend money. They are not Americans and even though they may have children that have been born here because of their beliefs and their culture they will never know but they will reap the benefits of those that do. I feel sorry for them because they cannot truly honestly ever become an American that's a sad thing of very sad thing. We have fallen that's who have no place else to go but the streets they're not following us in battle but the battles inside, and every day we passed them and never see them. We have those in wheelchairs and hospitals broken and battered bodies broken and battered minds, and most days we would like them to stay where they're at so that we don't have to see them. But I will never forget this day Memorial Day. Nor will I ever forget those key for me and my family the chance to live in life as free people. Free to do what we want free to be what we want free. I sometimes do not like my country and what it's become that I will always love what it is and what it truly means. I'm an American I may have English blood nightmarish blood running through me but I'm an American. So Memorial Day from me means so much more than two others. So today I salute all the veterans living and dead and all the people that will come after to fight and die for truth. God bless those that have gone before and God bless those now.

Pain.

Today I found out that all the tension in the house hold is because of me. I'm at a loss to how to fix it. The only way I can see to fix things. is to get job save money and move out as soon as I can. The family will not hold together if I don't. Maybe I should just pack a bag and leave for points east. I wonder if they will give me the money for a bus ticket to NY. That's where I want to go anyway. I know I can get a job there. The pain is intense but I'll deal with it. I know I have to go there is no other way. I post more when I have news.

what's a person to do.

baby is so upset can't figure out why think he's just really really tired had a late night last night. He may be getting new teeth.as a grandmother I want to do whatever I can to make things right. But it's so hard babies ain't what they used to be. With my son he was such an easy baby this one time I I'm lost with this one. Don't get me wrong I do love him and I love his mom and dad just as much. I can't figure out what's wrong and that's what bothers me.gosh. Also try to help a friend on twitter today she has a book she wants all the good to review  to post. I'm trying to help her out by posting reviews on Facebook and twitter. Maybe people read her book like it and  gave her good reviews.still trying to learn this Dragon system is lead time and it am having trouble with the microphone to my speech is not something that it understands and recognizes I guess I just have to keep playing with it and using it. That's all for today, not much else in the news. Just the same old stuff. Hugs and kisses to all ~
till the next time.

RUDE

Sometimes you just gotta say what you feel. Why is it that some people on twitter feel the need to be rude. And not to one person but to many different groups of people. They must have had bad childhoods or something. And I find that some of the rudest are people who may have so much to give back to the twitter community, but instead the belittle and kick the ones who look up to them. As A role model they are shit. So From now I will be unfollowing those that seem to think they are better then others. I wish I could post this on twitter. Hey wait, I might be able to. Hope the link works. But if it doesn't oh well. At least I've had my say. That's it for now. OOO's and XXX's

pouting

I'm beginning to get very upset about this. WHY OH WHY can't people view my blog. I've tried to figure it out may have to start all over. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I want to cry. I thought I had done it all by myself but now what to do what to do.

Are you kidding me.

Two days ago I was locked out of the internet. Now I've been locked out before but only for a few hours at best. Tuesday though was all day. I guess you could say I'm an addict. You know someone who needs something all the time. And when they can't get it they get all shaky and upset. Well that was me. Started to shake and palms went all sweaty. Heart beat faster breath came in short huffs and puffs. OMG... I'm addicted to the internet... HOW....WHY. I think of myself as pretty level headed, but in just a few short months of being on the web I've become those that I made jokes of. I imagine that if I lived alone I would be on it 16 hours a day. And if I was working I be on my phone to get my fix at work. I'm so ashamed of my self. For,hell, upteen years I went without and never gave it much thought. But now,gee whiz. I've really got to get my head straight for when it happens again. I wonder if they make a drug for it........I wonder.

gray hair

So I started this blog last night. I knew things might not be right but I had no idea that the thing was.a AGRRRRRRRRRR.I'll really be gray before I think I'll get it right. Sent out a notice to a friend through
email. She let me know right away that the link didn't work. WHAT< WHAT DO YOU MEAN
THE LINK WON"T WORK. I've no idea if it's working now or not. I'm confused. But I'll keep working at it and one of these times I'll do something and the bloody thing will work. Go figure.. So I try and post more later this evening. Stay safe and sane.. OOOXXX 

The hard part

I think I've done the easy part now comes the hard part. What to post about. It's late at night for me so will be posting tomorrow. Hopefully I'll post everyday, but sometimes things may get in the way so there won't be a posting. But hey you never know.

That was easy

Oh may goodness. I think I have just gotten my first blog spot.Gee whiz If I had known it was going to be this easy I may have done it sooner. This is for babbling about the days events and any little tid bits of gossip.I may need help so feel free to advise, but please don't criticize. Helpful criticizem is always helpful but please don't hurt me. I've not hurt you so be nice. And if I've said something you think is hurtful then let's talk about it.Oh my, I'm so... I can't even think right now. Tomorrow I'll have more to say. Blessed be and my all the Gods shine their grace upon you.